What A Night

I had a rough night last night. It's official, I am completely tired of my family's bullshit... Me and moms was about to have it out again. This bum bitch(I know I am wrong for saying that, but thats how I feel and I am grown, so I get to say and do what I want)got the nerve to give me the money to help pay for the Cablevision bill and then decides that she wants the money back. I told her "no, cause I have to pay the bill" So she tried to rag me up then I snatched her off of me. She tried to go outside and pick up something to hit me with.. I was like "do something" with my hands up in the air in the middle of the street. I don't give a fuck who she is to me, if you disrespect me, I am gunna do the same thing to you. I don't give a rats ass. As soon as I get my tax refund, I am gunna get me an apartment.... cause if I stay there any l0nger, I am gunna either have an assault charge or a murder charge. The reason why I said that is because I hate being provoked and thats just what the fuck she was doing last night. A couple of months ago, we got into it and it got real physical, again, I was provoked. Shit happens. Everyone that knows me knows that I have a mean ass temper and I am a typical Scorpio... I don't attack unless provoked and thats what it was that time and this time. My long time homegirl, Tiff was right when was she was like "I know how you and your mother are, get an apartment and get away from her before you do something you are gunna regret" I am utterly tired of this shit and my sister is not making this shit no better. Thats why I am never home.... but when I get my own shit, it's a wrizzle.

I have to get some food... so I am about to be out. I have to call Brion to find out if we are still going to AC tonight or this weekend... I need to win some loot and lots of it.

The ChocolateNJGirl Is Gone