Happy Monday, People!!!

Weekend Update
I had a crazed out weekend. Cooked my ass off. I made some killer Lasagna/Tossed Salad with Robust Italian Dressing. Let me find out I was the black Julia Child yesterday. I went to get me a plate, these greedy folks killed the whole pan. I didnt even get a BIG piece, since I cooked the shit, I am entitled to get the BIGGEST piece in the house, but nooo, the asshole(moms "significant other") got that instead. I was some kind of pissed for reals. I tried to save food and money, but I forgot that I lived with a bunch of "greedy fools" Go figure.

Job Prospeticus
I have an interview tomorrow with this web design as a CSR. Pray that I get the job, for reals. I need to get my ass out of there before I fuck around and choke somebody ass the fuck out. Sound angry? I have right to be!!!(See the aforementioned paragraph above)lol.. let me stop acting like the angry black woman. LOL All jokes aside, pray for me, people. Cause I am gunna need it.

Misc
I got some last night *blush* Let's just say that he did his job. That shit was the truth like Beanie Sigel. Cop that Goapele CD That shit will get your bedroom jumping by all means. Take it from me(Track #1 is the hottest)I aint gunna lie, he was good enough to get some, but me in a relationship, thats out of the question.... lol
As we speak, I am IM'ing my lil sister, Neenie(I know you're gunna read this, wub you!!! LOL). She has a slight quagmire in the relationship department. Her and her man are going thru some things.. Thats the bad thing about relationships, constant infighting and non communication, well on my part yeah. The good thing is that you have that one person who is by your side reguardless. This was the convo:

Her:sorry i was writing something and i sent it to u
Me: oh wow
Me:how was ur day
Her:im so annoyed wit so much shit rite no it's not even funny
Me:what happened
Her:first malik got on my nerves this morning because i was trying to get him to understand how it feels when i dont want to do it when he wants to
Her:yesterday we were going at it and when were finished wit round 2 and i was ready for round 3 and he didnt want to go anymore
Her:i kept asking him why and he was like im tired but i didn't let up i jus was about to keep going when i stopped
Me:damn, looks like the lovebird stage is over
Her:i had hoped that he would finally get how i felt but no he still didn't
Me: damn
Her: when i told him now he should know how it feels he goes like well i wont ask you for nothing no more and he hangs up the phone on me
Her: so i was pissed at him all day
Me:whao
Me: *whoa
Her:when he finally calls me at work i explained to him what i told him before about me going through a lot in jus one day and that im tired by the time i come home and dont always be in the mood to do stuff
Her: he finally got it decided to stop being so fucking stubboen
Me: so he wants to hang out... but mind you you have a seed to tend to
Her: no not hang out
Her:he wants to get it in
Her:he loves yaya
Her:always take her with us
Me:ohhhhh... thats what itis
Me:*was
Her:he plays wit her feeds her they have fun together
Me: awww, its official.... he has to understand you get tired sometimes
Her:he listened when i told him today
Her:i gave him the run down on my day compared to his
Me:damn.... so he sympathises now
Her: my regular week day is so much more complicated then his
Me:damn
Her:and he had to realize that
Me: at least he knows now
Her:so now he understands at least i think he does how i jus don't feel like doing certain things
Me:true
Me:he has no choice but to sympathize with you
Her:yup
Me:thats whats up
Her:brb
Me:k
Her:bak
Me:true
Her:and i was mad at him because he said that if he would have stayed home yesterday he would of had pizza and i said well why'd u come out the fucking house then,,he goes i be bored as hell tha's why im always around my brother all the time and i m wit u...i felt mad az hell because he made me feel like he's only wit me for convience and to get out of the house
Me:damn, ya'll beefing something serious
Her:i know
Her:but i think i took it the wrong way
Me:ya'll need to communicate.. ya'll know that it is a must in relationships
Her:i know that wut he said that i need to talk to him more
Her:but i still dont know how to'
Me:tell him how you feel
Her:that was my problem wit yaya daddy
Me:damn
Me:please dont repeat the cycle
Me:guess what
Her:my thing is that i thin kabout how a person might act if i do say how i feel
Her:u found someone who's worth talking to and fuckin
PanthaGyrl: lol
Me:damn you Neenie.
Me:lol
Her:i lov u 2
Me:something like that, but he's a friend from years ago
Me:i know
Me: anyways, you can care about the other person's reactions, but you know you
Me: and I am coming to Newark this weekend
Her:i know i was starting to feel maybe im the reason why my relationships didn't last long
Me: why
Her:communication on my pary
Her:*part
Me: ohhh so you don
Me: *don't talk to ppl as much as you should
Her:but im progressin a lil wit malik
Her:only my bfs
Her:anyone else im good
Me: you good, sweetie
Her:even this nigga ova here where i live
Me: for me, I am not built for relationshipd so.... aint nothing
Me: is he cute
Me: lol
HEr:i can talk to him like we been cool since we were young
Her:hellz yea
Her:he got this soft spoken voice and he's smart funny and he really gets me and i him
Me: ask him from a man's perspective
Me: awwww
Me: but what about Malik
Her:he even told me that if wasn't wit dude he would have wifed me up by now
Me: ohhh shit
Her:m***** is my stink
Her i love the shit out of him
Me: awww go n*****
Me: man listen now you got me evaluating relationships now
Her:its jus certain thinks that involve him bother me
Her:lol
Her u gotta do something in ur spare time
Me: besides school and working, thats enough
Her:yea
Me: and hitting them books.. to answer your question... I dont know about this fool I got in mind
Her:uh oh
Me: why
Her:why u changing ur thoughts bout him
Me: hot got a seed, but the killer is that I know his BM. She is not in his life and pregnant with a second child
Me: this fool got his own shit
Me: not the living in the basement in mama's home thing, but a 2 bedroom apt for him and his son
Her:is the first and second child his
Me: no
Me: his son is 6
Me: i seen him when he was little
Her oh
Me: this shit is killin me
Her:dont stress urself ova stupid shit
Me: im not, trust me
Me: aint no nigga with it
Me: *worth
Her:nope
Me: not that serious
Me: I learned my lesson with the first love who has a kid and played me for the BM
Her:uh oh
Me: what the deal
Her:nothing
Her:jus listening to u
Me: oh
Me: how was ur weekend
Her:alrite besides being mad at him for being an jerk
Me: damn
Her:he really doesn't understand what it feels like to be me
Her its really hard
Her im 2 caring
Me: how harsh.... as for me, I was chillin. cooked a medium pan of lasagna yesterday.. these greedy fools ate my shit. you have to be like me sometimes(a real prick)
Her:yup
Her:bitch
Me: ouch, I didnt say that
Her:i still love ya
Her:i like being a bitch sometimes
Me: feels good to be a bitch once in a while
Her:yup
Me: hold on mama
Her:k
Me: im back
Her k
Me: I was working on my blog
Her:o
Me: you wanna see it
Her course
Me:i think u can identify with the song
Me:http://chocolatenjgirl.blogspot.com(shameless plug)
Me:http://chocolatenjgirl.blogspot.com (shamless plug)
Her:the tax guy was trying to kick it to u
Her:lol
Me:lol
Me:funny
Her:i would have went
Her:get ya grub on
Me: ima call him
Me: girl I am writing a new entry
Me: hold
Her:lol
Me:back
Her:yup
Me:i am adding the finishing touches to it
Her:im go clean off my bed so i can go lay in it
Me:k
her:talk to u lata
Me:k

long ass convo, huh!!!!

Question Of The Moment
I haven't done this is a while.... so let me get right into it.
Why Do People Play Games???
Thats the question that has been racking my brain since I first discovered relationships in my younger years. As we speak, I am listening to Miss Enigma's Radio Blog it is playing my favorite Anita Baker cut, "Angel". That was the shit. I was thinking about the few relationships I have went through with people. With the first love he played games which caused me to have a broken heart and an insecurity issue with people with children. The second relationship, I was just not attracted to him, but at least I was straight up with him. Now he has a fiancee and they live together. My girlfriend heard them argue one day while they were talking. I was like "little did she know that this fool sent me an email talking about he still wanted some on "Valentines Day.." I had to laugh at this fool ass negro.
As we speak, I am listening to Sanatana's "Game Of Love" I am digging that song for reals. My radioblog is kinda eclectic. I am satisfied with the results.

Lastly, I am quite hungry and I am tired of typing/cutting and pasting. I am about to get @ my jump-off and see whats good with him for the night....
Tootles
Jersey Girl Is Out Of Here!!!!