*sidebar* I need to come holla at you whenever I am in the Hood.. I'll let you know.
To finish off the relationship part, Papi and I decided to take a break for a min. I know it is hurting us right now, but this is for the best. Maybe it was the distance and the fact that there are some things that can't be satisfied in a relationship via long distance.... However, I am going to Baltimore next weekend to visit him plus go to the crabfest and I soooo can't wait until then!!!!! When I see him, I am going to eat his ass alive like a obese person at a buffet table!!! I have been missing him something terrible for damn near two months, not to mention that the sex game was off the hook for the first time. Hold up!!!!! Hold up!!!! Is this what love supossed to feel like after being hurt once by love? Thats a good question but very rhetorical as well. Over the weekend, we got into it about something petty and childish. I think it was about the fact that I am so self-conscious and somewhat insecure about us and this relationship. It's not my fault that I have these feeling since my past life and relationships molded me to feel this way. I am listening to the late great Luther "Promise Me" & it fits us for the current moment. I never thought that love would feel like this for real for real. Usually, I'm the love em and leave em type but now I am placed on the otherside of the field and it is not pretty, not at all. Now I know how it feels to be that other person and it is nothing nice. Real Talk, Bloggers!!!! Things will shape itself together in due time.
I can't wait til I graduate next year with my associates' degree in Human Services. I have so much plans that will be taking effect as of the day after graduation. Me and me girls are trying to see about moving to Baltimore to start over and get away from this treacherous ass state of New Jersey. Anyways, guess what? I am finally going to Portsmouth, Va to visit ma grandmoms, who I haven't seen since I was 16 years old. I soo can't wait for that either. I needs to be reunited with these fools. I am trying to do as much traveling as possible before I really get on my grind and handle my handle hardbody.
I don't wanna keep ya'lll long and besides, I feel myself catching a cold and I needs to be in bed... and I needs to be studying for my test tomorrow. So I am gone now....
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I don't feel like blogging a new entry. How should I get ma hair done this weekend?
New Pic w/o the braids now... a.k.a. au naturale
This was taken at my peoples house while I was waiting for them to take me to school.
This is when I had ma braids in ma hair:
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It will be ok mama , Just handle what you got to handle..
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